SHE HARTS HUBBY AFIQ DEAR MUCH

Sunday, September 17, 2006

ramadhan is comin in like 5 days. hari raya will be like in arnd 1 mnth 5 days.is it correct.so wadeva it is.i don feel like celebrating hari raya tis yr.cos i lost someone whom i love more than my mum.da one whom i treasure da most.da day you passed away will always be fresh on my mind.your name is always in my heart.i dont know bt my other family.bt i tink dey have forget bout my granny.bt for me no.everi nite without fail i will say some prayers for my granny n grandad.even when sometimes im eating food dat grndmum like.i stop n cry.i dont noe y.its been arnd 5 mnths shes gone outta my life.bt y i jus cnt take away da feelings. y am i grievin nw.on da day she pass away i didnt show much concern.bt now.i cnt take it.irfan says to me to forget bout my grndmum.he then told me da whole story bout he n his grndad.while listenin to his story it made me realised to treasure da one you loved most. now i seldom dreamt bout my granny.a wk frm da day she pass away i keep dreamin of her.y not now?when i miss her.y cnt she appear in my dreams sayin dat she still love me.i don tink she undrstnd hw much i love her.

since da day u were gone,

my life were silent,

i kept dreamin dat you were dere,

but when i take the time to turn arnd,

you werent dere,you were missin,

i didnt know where u gone to

you didnt say ur last goodbye

nor kiss my forehead animore.

i miss you loads,

but i bet you didnt undrstnd,

cos you love someone else better,

i hope dat you appear in my dreams everiday and nite

juz to say u miss me.

i hope dat everiday you will be with me,

like da same old days,

tokin,laughin n spending our times together.

all of tis.it come frm da bottom of my heart.grndmum i love you

n wont forget you.

baby harts her hubbydear